| lesson learned |
[Dec. 21st, 2007|11:13 pm] |
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| |  weirded out | ] |
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| | fall out boy | ] |
"baby, season's change but people don't." |
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| i love hollywood! |
[Dec. 21st, 2007|01:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
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| | dave matthews | ] |
Movies I have to/need to/must watch before I go to Tally:
-Atonement
-August Rush
-Charlie Wilson's War
-Kite Runner
- I Am Legend
-Juno
-National Treasure 2
- No Country For Old Men
-P.S. I Love You
-Sweeney Todd
10 movies...$9 a pop...oh jesus :( |
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| movin' on up! |
[Dec. 17th, 2007|09:53 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | dave matthews band | ] |
looks like i get an apartment and a kick ass roomie next year
yay for Tally! |
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| lookin' for some r&r |
[Nov. 1st, 2007|02:00 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | hungry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | U2 | ] |
It's times like these where I have to remind myself to keep my head high and solider on.
and promise myself that it WILL get better. I know it will... |
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| The Moo-point. |
[Jun. 17th, 2007|10:49 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | clothes off! | ] |
My life is so strange. The guy I was dating fell off the face of the earth and doesn't have the balls to tell me why, whereas the one person who treated me the worst in highschool sent me a long-heartfelt apology and proceeded to ask me to lunch and talk to me for an hour.
Going to FSU in 4 days. Tally ain't ready for me ( biotch )
love youuu |
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| Boston. |
[Jun. 8th, 2007|05:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | gotta keep that smile. | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | cartel | ] |
I think I need a sunrise...I'm tired of a sunset. <3 |
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| tom tom |
[May. 31st, 2007|11:21 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | forever the sickest kid | ] |
yay for healthy relationships!
it's a very nice change. |
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| no no no more drama |
[Apr. 24th, 2007|10:36 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | mandy moore - cry | ] |
So, I finally have the personal peace of mind. but now I have to figure out how to break the news that will surely shake the foundations of a couple of "friendships".
oh, the tangled webs we weave. however, i find that talking to people who i was close with last year...or even seeing them for that matter, give me a sense of peace. i haven't figured out why. maybe it's because i greatly enjoyed my time with these people or that was a year were i felt more sure of myself than ever or because the drama was pretty minimal or anything.
i have urges to e-mail chris, hang out with frank, go to a park with tyler, talk all night with sean, engage in endless girl-talk with remi, eat frozen yogurt and watch movies: just me and stu, randomly IM doug for the hell of it.
i'm not sure how i got to this place where drama seems to be a constant but i'm sure as hell fixing it. i guess that's the beauty of going away to college: i don't have to care if i don't want to...because in the end, it may not matter if i chose.
no more being a doormat, no more hanging out with people who are fake.
This is my Sparta. And it's gonna be amazing.
ps: I'm bringing my camera to school this and next week. make sure i get pictures of us! |
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| Reality check? |
[Apr. 18th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | TV | ] |
I just saw those pictures the VT shooter sent to NBC. There's this one where he's pointing the gun right at the camera and looking through the looker-thing and you can see down the barrel of the gun.
I almost bursted out crying thinking about the fact that 32 people saw that image and their lives were gone a second after.
My prayers are with all those who experienced that...and I hope to God this psycho's death record will never be broken. |
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| Prom '07 |
[Apr. 7th, 2007|01:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | complacent | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Boston - Augustana | ] |
It was pretty amazing. Great dinner, great friends, and a freakin' awesome date. You all looked insanely beautiful.
And the theme:( perfect )
My only regret about high school: the could have's. But hey, nothing's over until I let it, right?
Everyone I've met these past 4 years has made my life so rich. And I'm incredibly happy to have met them. There's not much time left...and for some reason I feel there's so much more to say. Probably because the reality is kicking in on who I'd actually keep in contact with after graduation. But I guess that's growing up...
Take care |
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| you're my lobster. |
[Dec. 29th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | panic! | ] |
I'm not okay with crusie control. But I am okay with waiting things out. If what I want can't happen at this moment, then that's fine. Because I know that one day it will, and it'll be so much sweeter when it does.
I'm not bitter about what's happened to me the past six months.
I'm not upset about the fact that I haven't felt invincible in what's felt like so long.
I'm not turning my back on oppritunities...because none that I feel worthwhile have presented themselves.
I have no regrets. I love to live and live to love. And soon, the pieces will fall back together.
Until then, here's to you...it's your time. |
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| I'll still comment but... |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | random african music? | ] |
So long, LJ. Thanks for the memories :D |
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| 42 |
[Nov. 16th, 2006|11:02 pm] |
"My head is filled with questions and I can assure you
no answer to any one of them has ever brought me one
iota of happiness. Except for one. The one.
The only question I've ever wanted an answer to - is she the one?
The answer bloody well isn't forty-two, it's yes.
Undoubtedly, unequivocally, unabashadly yes. And for one week, one week in my sad little blip of an existence, it made me happy."
-Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
Life is going. It's neither bad, nor good. Just keeps truckin' on. and I can't complain. |
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| w00t. |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|11:02 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sore | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | espn. | ] |
homecoming '06 has to be, by far, the best :D simply great.
oh, and he's definitely ross. |
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| just like jenn |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|01:17 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | flirty | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | HelloGoodbye - Here (in your arms) | ] |
I really do have a Ross.
and it's crazy but I'm enjoying every minute of it. |
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| sucks. |
[Sep. 28th, 2006|08:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | panic! is stuck in my head | ] |
3 car accidents
2 with actual damage
1 year of driving
0 are of my fault
that pisses me off. |
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| According to the following bulliten.... |
[Sep. 20th, 2006|06:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | show me the money (instrumental) | ] |
...I am a gorgeous gangsta with hot boobs. Hahaha, apologies but cracks me up.
and it's sounds about right, homes. :P
( lolz, myspace!!11111!!!111one! ) |
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| marines don't die...they just to go hell and regroup. |
[Sep. 13th, 2006|09:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | thankful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | rooftops - lost prophets. | ] |
:D Sean and Tyler just stopped by.
God, I miss last year. |
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| turn around and i'll pick up the slack |
[Sep. 7th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | buttons - pussycat dolls | ] |
I love this quote. I don't necessarily agree with all of it....but it's certainly intresting to think about.
I've met God across his walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and God asks me, 'Why?'
Why did I cause so much pain?
Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness?
Can't I see how we're all manifestations of love?
I look at God behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but God's got this all wrong.
We are not special.
We are not crap or trash, either.
We just are.
We just are, and what happens just happens.
And God says, 'No, that's not right.'
Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything. |
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